Where my brain dumps meet questionable design choices! 🤪
📝 A Note from Future Me 📝
Hey, this is future kirasan writing this in 2025 right! Spooky i know, i made this website in 2024 when i was going through an emo phase 😭 so yeah! Just a silly little creepy web about stuff and so you get to know me i wrote this little note! 🙂
Welp, i'm just a 17 year old guy who likes drawing and uhhh.. Other stuff I guess, I got a beautiful boyfriend (husband) Who's name is Alias! (YOU BETTER COME TO OUR WEDDING) and uh yeah! Hate me all you like i dont care!
Now for all my children who don't hate me you are now my secret children because your father doesn't want kids because he says i act like a kid already! Anyway thanks for reading My munchkins! Don't die or cringe while looking at this website 😢
🎭 Hey there! You've stumbled into my digital mess... I mean masterpiece! 🎭
Here you'll find my random thoughts, questionable art, and way too many emojis ✨
Check out my mood swings in the moodboard, meet my imaginary friends (OCs), or doodle something! 🎨
This place runs on caffeine, chaos, and the occasional existential crisis 😅
"I have no idea what I'm doing, but I'm doing it with confidence!" 💪
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😈 Mutual Exposure Zone 😈
Time to spill ALL the tea! We expose each other equally here! 🍵✨
Fair is fair - if I expose him, he gets to expose me too! 😂
Alias gets his revenge here! 😈
Because Alias wrote this one...
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January 21, 2025
The Needy Kitten
Kirasan begs for me to fuck him sometimes even in public, it's funny he's like a needy kitten
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January 22, 2025
The Lap Cat
He likes to sit on my lap while i rub his back and whisper dirty words in his ear
📅 More Coming Soon...
Alias is collecting more embarrassing stories about me... 😅
I'm in trouble! 📝✨
Time to spill ALL the tea about Alias! 🍵✨
He's gonna be so embarrassed when he sees this 😂
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January 8, 2024
The Hunger Incident
One time when my boyfriend was hungry he asked me if i was hungry too and i said "yeah" and then he said, "ok then spread you legs" LIKE GIRL NO NOT THAT HUNGRY 😭
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December 22, 2023
Muffinhead vs Sh!thead
I call my boyfriend muffinhead when i'm angry at him cause thats how sweet he is and so he started calling me sh!thead cause thats how he i look (He stopped dont worry)
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January 15, 2024
The Hickey Poker
When he gives me a hickey he just pokes at it after we're done... not even in a sexual way he just pokes the bruise and runs his finger across it i dont know why 😭
😂 Anonymous
January 21, 2025 - 4:20 PM
LMAO this is so weird but also kinda cute? 😭
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January 3, 2024
The Husband Payback
Everytime i call him babe in front my mom he starts calling me husband in front his mom to get payback.. im stilembarrasseded from the last time he called me husband in front his dad..
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January 20, 2024
The Thigh Kisser
Weird thing my boyfriend does, he loves kisses, like a lot but like.. he likes kissing my inner thighs and thighs in general... like WOAH BUDDY DIDN"T WE JUST F- i mean nothing...
📅 Coming Soon...
More exposing of my boyfriend coming soon! 😈
I'm collecting more embarrassing stories as we speak... 📝✨
😊 About This Mess of a Human 😊
✨ Get to Know Me! ✨
★ | Hair ~➤ Brunette haired Jellyfish haircut + blonde highlights and uhh... up to my neck i guess, i don't know science..wait that has nothing to do with hair
★ | Age ~➤ 17
★ | Name ~➤ Kirasan - {Full name: Ivan Smith Lee
★ | Height ~➤ 5'8 ft - 172.72 cm
★ | Gender ~➤ Male
★ | Pronouns ~➤ He/him - They/them
★ | Sexuality ~➤ Pansexual
★ | Face ~➤ Green eyes, acne scars, round face, (Ugly as sh!t- i mean uhh nothing)
★ | Personality ~➤ Grumpy (Sometimes), and Kind and Caring but Gets angry easily
Want to add more? Use the text box above to share additional thoughts! 🌟
✨ Mood Collection ✨
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3AM Thoughts
Why do I always get the best ideas when I should be sleeping? Also, do fish get thirsty?
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Pizza Motivation
That moment when pizza exists and suddenly life makes sense again
🎭 Character Squad 🎭
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~ 🫐 About my oc! 🫐 ~
Name: Kirasan Haru Lee
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bisexual
Height: 5'6
Style: Cottage core 🍡
Accessories: Douyin Brown reading glasses
Relationship: Single at the moment
Siblings: 3 brothers, 1 sister (4 siblings in total)
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~ 👓 Casey (Cassidy Sage Alexis) 👓 ~
Name: Casey (Cassidy Sage Alexis)
Age: 21
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bisexual
Height: 5'9
Style: Casual 🍡
Accessories: glasses and a bandage
Relationship: Taken
Siblings: 4 siblings (Related to Kirasan)
🎭 Charlie Chaos
A lovably chaotic artist who somehow always has paint in their hair and strong opinions about cereal. They once tried to befriend a pigeon and it actually worked ✨
🎨 Doodle Zone 🎨
🖼️ My Art Gallery 🖼️
Digital Portrait
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One of my digital art pieces! I love experimenting with different styles and colors. ✨
Character Study
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A character design I've been working on. I love creating unique personalities through art! 🎭
Creative Sketch
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Just a fun sketch I made during one of my creative sessions. Sometimes the best art comes from just letting your imagination flow! 🌈
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Add Your Own!
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Want to add more artwork? Use the form above to share your creative pieces! Perfect for showing off drawings, paintings, digital art, or any creative work! ✨
📖 My Digital Diary 📖
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August 6th, 2025 - 7:12 am
Dear Diary,
This is my first time writing in you, and what a perfect day to start. It's August 6th, the day my boyfriend, Alias, finally comes home. He's been in Florida, and I've been counting down the minutes until he's back in the US.
Alias and I have been together since January 1st, 2023. It's funny, the day we met I was so nervous. He came over with my sister, and I barely said a word. But we quickly discovered we had so much in common—everything from our love for anime and drawing to using character.ai. We've been inseparable ever since.
I'm feeling a little bored and hungry right now. My mind is bouncing between a few things: Should I scroll through my phone or try to log into that app I forgot the password for? Maybe I'll hop on Discord and cause some friendly chaos. Either way, the hunger is starting to take over!
Current Interests: Drawing, coloring, coding, writing, reading, and crafting.
Today's Mood: Neutral, leaning toward calm.
Happy Level: 32%
🌐 About Kira's Web 🌐
✨ Hello! I'm Kirasan! ✨
Hello! I'm Kirasan! I'm a student from The United States, I can speak fluently in Spanish and Korean! Well not really korean, i'm still learning korean so yeah!
My days are mostly spent hanging with my boyfriend, making smoothies, crocheting or just sleeping and also spending time with my family (i would say friends but i don't have friends)! Coding is an everyday part of my life.. I do it for fun. It also calms me down!, but also I really enjoy it. (o^v^o). I also really like painting with my boyfriend in my freetime!
I'm just a guy who dresses mainly in oversized t-shirts and shorts, sometimes just underwear!, I'm more of a laid back chill guy and though it may seem i don't like doing chores but i really like cleaning i'm kind of a perfectionist I like to see things neat and organized but sometimes i see a mess i made and then i'm like "Ah fuck it i'll clean it tomorrow" and then it just stays there until i'm like ok i gotta clean this shit but yeah just a chill guy alright.
But anyway, enough about me! Enjoy this and take a look at my website, please?
💕 Kirasan's Favorites 💕
🎨 Colors: Pale brown, Creamy White, pale pink
🐰 Animals: Bunnies and cats
🍚 Food: White rice and egg yolks with a bit of buldak ramen
🍵 Drink: Matcha or Hot milk with cinnamon
✨ Interests: Painting, coding, long walks, talking with family, Hanging out with my boyfriend
🌐 About Kira's Web 🌐
I started Kira's web in 2023 to serve as my safe place to hide from all negative thoughts, at first it was just some diary entries at first and then I forgot about it for over half a year and then I continued it and changed it up and that's what made it this website!
I've been looking through neocities sites for a long while to get inspo. I really love how each site is handcrafted with so much love and skill. I love that I can just come across the most mind blowing web and well decorated site and learn a bit about the person who handmade it. So I wanted to make a personal site too, so a piece of me here on Kira's web so I can remember all the amazing things that happen in the future, And maybe this place will bring you joy as much as it does bring me joy too.
